That's why I'm on this website. To have somebody to talk to.
I live by myself, and I was having, for me, a big problem that I didn't solve very well.
Some years later, I had the same difficulty with the same problem, and I didn't solve it very well. I'm writing down lists, what to do when I have a problem, step A, step B.
One of the problems was, I lived alone, I had nobody to help me with any of the problems. I thought, wonder if there are any placed on the net which would help you with solving problems.
That way, I wouldn't have to leave my house, and I could get some help. One of the problems was, it seemed like every time I typed in, "Problem solving" on the search engine, it said, "Are you having trouble with math?" No.
Anyway, that's why I'm on this site.
You said in your first post, that in the States, you were with a group of people and were doing fine. Now that you're back home, you doing poorly with crying.
Wondering if the difference is, not so much the vacation part, but the people part, whereas on vacation, you are around people. At home, you're alone.
And it's that difference that you miss.
With this hurricane Irma, I'll bet you're glad you're out of Orlando now.
You said, "I don't know who else to tell so I thought I'd post on here."
I didn't, either.