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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 9/23/2017 3:32 AM (GMT -7)   
cry a bit emotional, frustrated and jack of people who play games. esp 1 person i know....errr. put a block on me ph. last ph i removed the sim. bro living in filth, housing mon, looks an eviction on health grounds, workers are barred from entering and have been for awhile. mum got an ecoli infection there, enough said. got a grumpy sister at the moment, dosen't care about my situation. my other sis was meant to come today..........i feel like a piece of rotten meat. too tired to fight..........but i will. going to crawl into a ball now and wish i was on a lovely planet in a hut with not a soul in thousands of miles!! guess i am burnt out. been emotional with some things that have triggered me. a show called look me in the eye. later my friends.

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   Posted 9/23/2017 5:50 AM (GMT -7)   
Sorry Jamie,

I hope that things get better. Taking some time to yourself is good as long as you don't isolate too much.

Hang in there mate.

Hugs, Karen...
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pitmom
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   Posted 9/23/2017 6:30 AM (GMT -7)   
HT, it takes a lot of strength and courage to let people know when we're hurting and life is 'ganging up on us'. I'm glad you let us know all that is happening.

Taking the time to 'decompress' is important.

Hopefully, the dawn will bring change in a positive direction.
multiple surgeries for rotator cuff both shoulders with residual chronic impingement syndrome, ulnar nerve transposition, carpal tunnel release, multiple wrist surgeries, multiple herniated discs, tarlov cysts, whiplash, bursitis of hips, grade 5 right shoulder separation and torn labrum, ovarian cysts, fibroid tumors of the uterus

PA_grandma
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   Posted 9/23/2017 9:14 AM (GMT -7)   
Jamie...not quite in touch with all that is happening in your life..
.but I do hear your pain and wish we could help.

Just know we all care and send healing thoughts.
Keep writing if that will get it off your mind and out of sight.

Best wishes

~ Joyce

kellyinCali
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   Posted 9/23/2017 9:36 AM (GMT -7)   
Sending you healing thoughts and a cyber HUG! Hang in there and know that we care for you.

BnotAfraid
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   Posted 9/23/2017 7:56 PM (GMT -7)   
Well darn it all to H E double tooth picks!

Sis needs to step up an do her thing! Put her on as the primary contact for bro. Say you are done.
I know not easy, but then doing the best things for us is never easy

You have courage. Support and sound friendship.
You my beloved Jamie, are not alone!

Peace. Strength and comfort of soul
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 9/23/2017 7:57 PM (GMT -7)   
thx guys.

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 9/26/2017 5:01 AM (GMT -7)   
it's nearly sorted. best i finish it. otherwise...........drags on. so i might have to get testy with the guardian. here we go. i need a holiday!! lol. thx for ya support my friends. yep other sis will be a prime contact. she is closest. hard as she is getting organised to open her shop. the area housing insp is applying for special funding, as my bro comes under complex client folio. for the clean up. wse can't go in until some big stuff is done. then we all go. bro had a big reality check, but did well. he doesn't see himself, as he sees it and says it, 'sick'. so we have some plans and ideas to put to the guardian. i gave my bro some tough but compassionate support and love yesterday. he has agreed to go and see the doc, as it has been awhile, and agreed to have a look at a the ccu.

yeah, me tired, witht the hormones whacked and me body cranky-gp says definite peripheral nuropathy. he agrees that arthritis is in shoulders and prob elsewhere. have to wear gloves to bed as my fingers seize in a cranky type zombie way.

good nite.

getting by
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   Posted 9/26/2017 10:36 AM (GMT -7)   
Hope things get sorted out Jamie... Good on the tough love, though I know it is hard.

Hang in there mate...

Hugs, Karen...
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BnotAfraid
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   Posted 9/26/2017 1:58 PM (GMT -7)   
Sound as if the load may be lightening up some
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"...when the gift of sight is cause enough for jubilation."
Billy Collins from the poem. HIGH

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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 9/26/2017 6:49 PM (GMT -7)   
yep. lighten the load, good tough love. i am good to cage rattle!! thx my dear friends.

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 9/29/2017 8:48 PM (GMT -7)   
now we await to hear if funding granted for another big clean up. suggestions have been forwarded by family by his support team. so now we wait. bro to see doc and check out ccu with his team. just put shopping away. everything regarding bro's housing is up to the guardian.

Marqi
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   Posted 10/2/2017 8:03 PM (GMT -7)   
Just read through the posts. Wanted to send wishes for everything to turn out well for you, and your family Jamie.

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 10/2/2017 10:33 PM (GMT -7)   
cheers.

wearyRAsufferer
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   Posted 10/9/2017 7:34 PM (GMT -7)   
How's it going HT?
Been absent a bit dealing with what life's dealt me.
I think you have more on your plate then I do.
Don't know how you handle it because I'm struggling.
I'm so sick of people and their drama over nothing. If these people had REAL problems they wouldn't know what to do. Yet they dump their petty problems on me when I already have more then I can handle.
It's not fair.
I'm so God awful tired. Can't sleep through the night no matter how hard I try.

ahhhhh sorry- I really do want to know how you are doing.

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 10/10/2017 6:04 PM (GMT -7)   
i am ok. i am worried about you though. mum successful surgery. i go in tomoz, too much pain today for mum. sis on the blower, moves afoot on bro's situation.

wearyRAsufferer
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   Posted 10/10/2017 6:32 PM (GMT -7)   
Don't put me on your list of worries-you have enough of your own- but nice to know you care
What does sis on the blower mean?
All weekend I was berating myself for misplacing something that I really never had...a friend reminded me what I have been dealing with without a break for 3 months now. I feel like I'm losing it but everyone else thinks, well not everyone-that I don't give myself credit

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 10/10/2017 8:50 PM (GMT -7)   
oh, your a friend of mine weary, thus your already on me list, and have always been. sending healing support to you. remember your self care and compassion.

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   Posted 10/11/2017 2:16 AM (GMT -7)   
Hang in there Jamie (((((((hugs))))))))). Cass

wearyRAsufferer
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   Posted 10/11/2017 6:51 PM (GMT -7)   
HT- I had a really bad scary day. Mom took a bad turn which caused me to have to make multiple phone calls during my work day to rearrange plans for her care. Playing phone tag from 1200 miles when you are having a real concern about the welfare of your mother is taxing. By tonight when the RN called to say oxygen levels have gone back to a good and when I talked to her again she said she felt much better. This took place while I was grocery shopping for the week.
When I saw your post- it made me feel like there is still good in the world despite the turmoil.
Thanks HT and right back atcha with the sentiments!

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 10/11/2017 8:27 PM (GMT -7)   
no worries mate. hi cass, thx. seen mum, got me diabetic strips, they mucked them up, i got an apology. did a stack of walkies today. am wrecked. ps weary, blower, ph. or as we say, she's on the blower. mum sore, but ok. thx my friends. keep strong all of you. continued thoughts to ya mum weary.

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 10/19/2017 10:21 PM (GMT -7)   
med students, errrrr. had one try me!! like their **** don't stink...i bit back. mum being transferred again. i am tired. can somebody shoot me? pls.

wearyRAsufferer
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   Posted 10/20/2017 3:38 PM (GMT -7)   
sending you all my best
hope the load lightens

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 10/20/2017 5:56 PM (GMT -7)   
i was not in a good space last night.

wearyRAsufferer
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   Posted 10/21/2017 9:11 AM (GMT -7)   
Hope you are in a better space today HT

I am feeling.......out of sorts and sad and scared. Mom is definitely on the decline and I thought I was prepared for this... but I'm not.

I have some very happy events in the near future involving my children but my mom's situation is over shadowing everything. I know it's me-my focus is wrong but I can't seem to help myself.

From the outside I'm told what do you expect from yourself? You've been under constant stress for 3 months now.

I don't know how much more I can take. I have at least 3 health issues of my own that I refuse to acknowledge. I can't take any more negative news. I don't have time for sickness.

What have you been doing to cope with your feelings of hopelessness? I need to take a lesson.
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