Myself 09, I know i'm young, i haven't had many relationships cos i know there is a risk someone breaks my heart, that's why i don't give my heart to someone that i know can hurt me. It is really hard for me cos i had plans and dreams with my ex, we were going to get married next year and everything. Apart of being my man he was my best friend, i shared many things with him and he is one of the few people that know me very well
i'm sad and depressed cos i would love to have everything i had, we were ok and happy and then everything changed so soon that hit me so bad. I feel the lost and it hurts me when i remember all our moments and our promises and dreams.
I'm sorry but i don't feel my life and situation is getting better at all, instead of that i'm having so much anxiety in the mornings, i have become more quiet and nothing makes me happy, i don't enjoy any of the things i like. I see people, i see couples, I see kids and i would love to be someone else to have other thoughts. I just feel jealous of people who are happy and feel ok.
I'm really sad and desperate at the momento that i don't know what to think
Post Edited (vanessi) : 12/26/2017 4:20:32 PM (GMT-7)