i. New here. Just wanted to introduce myself a little. My name is Dee. I am married with 4 children. One(our only biological) past away almost 6 years ago. The other three are adopted. Our oldest will be 14 next month. The youngest is 8 and the middle one is 12. He is not with us right now( long story) The short version is that he is in Juvee because he tried to kill me. We moved in with my parents last year to help the because my Mom has been very sick. I've been taking care of her 24/7 for the last 5 months. My brothers are worthless. They do nothing to help. I have been diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety for the last 6 years but have suffered from it most of my life. There have been times I have become so depressed that I have scared myself. I feel like I am getting to that point in my life again and I am afraid of what I might do to myself. I am trying to get help but it is really hard. I'm hoping that reaching out and talking will help. I hope that I didn't offend anyone with what I said. I wish you all happiness. Thank you for listening.