Posted 7/22/2018 5:56 PM (GMT -6)
Ive had a horrible year. Both my mother and father passed away and shortly after my wife of many years started hating me. All of this lead to panic and depression, palpitations and what seems like gastritis.
So I have been prescribed klonopin, which I weaned down to a half of a 5 mg valium per day. Doxepin 100 mg at night. To deal with my stomach issues I began to add omeprazole otc. That seemed to help a bit, but there are a lot of warnings about doxepin and omeprazole. So im afraid I might have benzo addiction, and worried about the possible interactions of doxepin and omeprazole. And of course, you cant just stop any of it. The doctors I see dont inspire a lot of confidence. They dont believe in benzo addiction at the levels im taking, in general they love the drugs.
Ive also had no luck with traditional therapy, cbt, and I am the worst at mindfulness. Feeling very doomed in general. Sorry to vent.