Well you certainly have a good sense of humor, as indicated by your member name!
If it is any conciliation you are by far not alone! You have also landed in soft and validating place.
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I get the dog thing, I guess with cancer it is painful for your dog to lay on you. I find it comforting, the unconditional love from dogs is the only consistant thing I have ever had in my life. I am 57.
I have always had a dog in my life.
I can't say I get how depressed you are, I think it is a different kind of depression that I deal with. I don't know if you have talked to your doctor, even your oncologist, about
how you feel. However, there is no shame or fault in how you feel and there are medications that help balance your emotions.
I would like to offer this website for you. It has lots of information for you to help understand how you can change the way your feel. and NO it is not to late. https://www.mindful.org
Moderator - Depression
"...when the gift of sight is cause enough for jubilation."
Billy Collins from the poem. HIGH
DX: reverse Trigeminal Neuralgia;Cluster headaches; Atypical face pain;Hemicrania Continua; Complex Migraines: raynauds;Complex PTSD; recurring MDD,disassociative disorder with psychotic features.