I use to be on this site a long time ago under the name of 'JB1'.
I wish I could say that I made progress, since I've been of this site, but lately my depression has gotten worse. To make matters worse, I think I have an anxiety disorder as I find myself obsessing and ruminating over past mistakes or events. My thoughts have gotten so bizarre that I'm really ashamed to even repeat them. My mind is working against me, and I feel like I'm at war with it.
I currently do not have a support system, and I can't speak to my family about
what's going on; this is why I returned back to this site. I remembered what a supportive group Healingwell had, and I could really use some advise and support.
I do not have any medical insurance, which sucks big time. However, I'm going to see a therapist (not a psychologist), whose clinic see people on a sliding scale. I wish I could see a psychiatrist ASAP as I want medication, but I can't find anyone due to lack of insurance.
Post Edited (ForeverPositive) : 3/26/2019 8:34:20 PM (GMT-6)