Posted 3/31/2019 9:57 AM (GMT -7)
You poor guy!
It is the nicest feeling when you start really caring deeply about someone, in a romantic way.
It's also the most vulnerable that we get.
First romances, in particular, can be the most painful. You see how fragile things can be, and how people can let you down.
But it's kind of a good thing. It gives you a better sense of who you are.
You sound like a sincere, and decent person.
Try not to waste your time dwelling on what she is doing, or what some random guy is doing.
Think about yourself more, and what you can do to keep yourself happy.
It's nice that you care about others but as corny as it sounds, loving yourself enough is really important. The world does its thing. It puts people in our path, and we interact. It's a slow learning process, and takes some luck.
Look after yourself.