I feel for your loss. Losing a loved one is never easy and even harder a mom her kid at the same time suffering from a chronic disease adds to the pain. When this happens we mourn for what we lose without realizing perhaps we should switch our mind set to being grateful for what we still do have, though this will never fully eliminate the pain and the void it may help ease it.
Nothing will bring back your son but a new puppy or kitten could bring some much needed mutual love and attempt to fill that void that you feel in your heart when this happens. As others have said time does seem to do it's thing, some days may be worse than others but in the long term,weeks and months should get easier. I pray and hope for the best.
I take the ultimate comfort in the belief we are spiritual beings in human bodies and that the spirit continues on even after death.
Post Edited (Virdent) : 4/21/2019 9:51:12 PM (GMT-6)