Thank you every one for your replies. I'm starting to feel better. I hate the feeling of not really knowing why I go in a funk. I spoke to my therapist. It just gets frustrating at times when I have no control over my mind or body. I take my meds but they can't fix everything. My therapist had me double up on my lexapro. It does help when I do that.
I color in adult coloring books a lot to help me and im on a website for that on facebook.
One of my issues is right now where my fiance and i live we cant have a pet. i've never gone almost 2 years without a cat
i have a hampster but I cant cuddle. My Lily passed in 2016. I get lonely. We are hoping to buy a house next year and then i can get a small dog which i've wanted for so long.
I feel so useless and lazy when I get like that. I feel so drained and tired.
BYPOLAR, DEPRESSION, ALL SORTS OF LEVELS OF ANXIETY, ADHD, ADD, MY NIECE IS ON THE SPECTRUM. lots of different illnesses, disorders in my family.
Thank you again for writing and listening to me. hugs
COLITIS SINCE I WAS 16
Generalized anxiety and dsythymia
APRISO- 4 A DAY FOR COLITIS
LEXAPRO - 20 MGS DAILY
XANAX- AS NEEDED