I'm sorry to report that I am still sad nearly all the time.
I don't know how to get out of this funk.
Me & my husband went away for a few days- a mini vacation so to speak.
I'm not saying there weren't some fun moments.
Another grieving mom had said that when she needs a break she talks to her daughter and says- I have to let you know, I need a break from grief, it's not that I don't love you or miss you but I'm not going to think of you for a few days. And then she doesn't.
Well I tried that but I think my son needed me. I kept getting signs like I rented one car but we got a Jeep which he drove. Waiter- his name. other things. Plus dreams of him every night we were there and I have had a hard time remembering dreams.
I can't tell you how sad and how worn out my soul feels.
I don't like to be the complainer- I know how tiresome it is to listen to someone who is always down.
I just don't know when my spirits will lift if ever.