Posted 11/19/2019 3:39 PM (GMT -7)
First of all, welcome to the depression forum. Though I am sorry for what you are going through right now.
Did you tell the doctor you are breast feeding? Did he say that the Zoloft was safe? It can take up to eight weeks for the medication to reach full potential but there is a chance you will feel better way before that. If the doctor said it was safe, I would take them.
It is hard when you have to constantly change doctors. I think it takes awhile for the doctor patient relationship to build. Then to have to get another one, that can be unnerving. So I understand how you are feeling.
Are you still going to counseling? If you get a good counselor it can help so much. Another thing that helps is to get self help books on depression. I have read a lot of them and they always help some.
You could be going through depression due to having a child. Post partum I believe it is called. Your hormones can go whacko and you end up feeling depressed, but that usually goes away. Keep doing what you are doing. Maybe get some books. Keep posting too, it helps to write things out.
I hope that you feel better soon.