I know a lot of us struggle around the holidays... I just can’t even pretend at this point. I’m exhausted of life lately and everything just keeps on piling up. Ever since my mom passed I find it hard to get excited about
the holidays as it was her thing and she always made it feel like Christmas... now this year may be the last one with my dad and I just can’t wrap my head around it.
Sleep is rarely happening and I’m in a state of constant worry. Then the accident last week threw me over the edge. I feel so scatter brained and useless.