Thank you all for your kind and wise responses. Intellectually, I know that you are all right, but emotionally I don't feel it if I'm being totally honest. I just feel stuck in a rut in my career and not qualify at all for most positions I see.
Regardless, I forced myself to send out some resumes today. I'm just going to ignore my negative inner talk and just apply to any interesting job. I'm following my therapist's suggestion of sending out 3 resumes per week. Interestingly, most people, that I talk too, are also trying to transition to a different career. I guess most people are in a state of flux and are trying to figure out what to do with their lives.
As for my personal life, I'm trying to become a little more active within my church. I am now leading the single's ministry which I've never done before. I'm going to use the opportunity to think of outings for singles which I hope will lead me and others to develop friendships, etc. I don't if I'll ever meet someone romantically, but being single is not the end of the world
Someone once told me that if 'I don't like the direction my life is heading, change it'. Problem is I feel I don't know how sometimes. I'm not having pity-party for myself, but I really feel overwhelm at times on what and how to do it. I guess I'll have to figure this out at my next therapy session.