Well today b/f and I are going to see my kids for the weekend. It has taken a month to get them to commit to being able to hang out with me as they both have a job and my daughter has a serious b/f now.
So,of course today I am up up up BUT
since my b/f is paying for the gas to go there,and I will have to rely on him for food and entertainment I am going down slowly but surely. He keeps telling me "dont worry about it,I can afford it". But,he just does not get that I have been the won that has supported my family for 18 years,and I have never had someone to support me.
I went to the unemployment office after I got the " we are going to hire within" reply from the last job interview,.and asked the what I am doing wrong, (showing them my job hunt records) and they guy told me that it is most likely nothing I am doing wrong it is because this is a college and blue collar town. So if you are not in college and your resume represents that you should be making more than minimum wage,and you are in the white collar field then it is harder than hell to get a job here. That gave me hope..NOT
I sign back up for unemployement on the 26th,hopefully should not have a problem getting it. But with my luck they will deny it and then what.
Why can't I just focus on the day?????????????? UGH
VENT VENT WHINE WHINE VENT
Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks