I am still here and taking it one day at a time. Thank you so much for thinking of me......
My husband and I are having a large disagreement though. I want to have another baby and he doesn't. I am 40 years old which is not too old in these days to be having a child. My husband is 54 and had a vastectomy 20 years ago and thinks he is too old and that we can't afford one. I went into this marriage knowing this and my son was alive and I did not want another child either. Things have changed obviously. He has 3 grown children and had his first grandson about a month after my boy left us. The grandson was born in June and it took me 3 months to even get the strength to go see him.
I feel such an emptiness inside like I have a hold in my heart.
Thanks for listening