Posted 1/28/2021 9:14 PM (GMT -7)
Mental health provider told me, "I was lied to about my disease. (9 years at that point). Reason it happened was because a regular Doctor was mad at me. Now because of all the harm, Doctors are afraid you will sue them."
Things said over the years:
Doctor in 2011 when I asked him what was wrong with me, "I am not smart enough to know, so I am not going to tell you." Told me, "You can't sue me". This in the 2nd and 3rd appt. Regular Doctor said to me, "Doctors listen to other Doctors and will not listen to their patients." Told m, "This Doctor is the best Doctor for me."
I trusted these Doctors and I was very sick. In 2014, after my heart stopped twice. The lung Doctor told me with no remorse, "It was the first mistake he ever made". I then went to my regular Doctor and asked her, "Why was I not helped?" The answer I got was, "You talked about other Doctors and some Doctors don't like that. That was the reason you were not helped."
I was given Prednisone 60 MG and refused an A1C. Gained 70 pounds in 2 months. Severe foot pain within a couple of months. That was 2011. Was told I had a complete heart block that went back for years in 2014. Found to have an enlarged heart, never was told in 2014. I go to a mental health provider, who tells me, "You got to Doctors and believe you are going to get help." Then tells me after a call with regular Doctor, "Doctors treated you this way because you have to treat your Doctors better." Got all new Doctors.
In 2015/2016 was put on Prednisone during this time for heart problems. Finally had an A1C, Diabetes was 9.4, heart failure and kidney failure was found. Told by Lung Doctor, "No one cares about you." Told by Heart Doctor, "Lung Doctor gave you this on purpose."
I since had an almost complete blockage that I told I could have died from. In 2010, I was told I had a strong heart with no issues. Now I try to get help for lung issues still. I keep getting told the same lie now and still not helping me. I have been triggered by all sorts of things and my lungs fill with fluid since 2010. They say it is Sarcoidosis, which is a dry cough.
One Doctor tells me, "my disease is Sarcoidosis because I wanted it to be that". In 2019, I tell another mental health provider all the things that happened to me. She asks me, "Who did this to you?" I tell her, "Regular Doctor from 2010 thru 2014." I tell her to talk to mental health provider I had in 2014. Next appt she tells me, Doctors lied to me. Doctor is mad at me. Doctors are afraid they will be sued.
I go to new Doctor. They go on and on about Sarcoidosis. I ask, Do I have asthma? They say yes and we will talk about that later. Ugh? I get told at heart tests, I have an enlarged heart. High pulmonary blood pressure. Leaky pulmonary valve. Dilated vena cava. Told by heart Doctor, these are normal. Ugh?
Now I go to asthma Doctor who does a test for cold weather asthma. He puts an ice cube on my arm and declares I don't have asthma. For a solid year I receive papers from my insurance plan that I am in their severe asthma program. Told I have damage to my lungs too.
I have been recording Doctors for years. Not telling them and recently openly telling them I am. I asked a Doctor recently, Do I get informed consent? This Doctor says, "What is that?"
I have given up all hope. A Doctor got mad at me. Told other Doctors something that is a lie so they will harm me. Those Doctors harm and then scream, he is going to sue me. Thus good Doctors continue the harm. 11 years running.