getting by said...
Thank you HT,
Thank you Smooth,
I used to get regular mammograms but missed a few in the last six years or so. I was supposed to get an appointment a few years back and somehow got forgotten and I let it go as I was sick of them. My fault.
You both sound good. That makes me happy.
I think my mom still has pain from a mammogram years ago. I'll continue to hope for you. Let us know when you go in and all that.
Not doing as well today, but I know I do at least a little better when people I care about
are doing better.
I talk about
it all I can with people, but I basically ended it with her last night. I've felt nothing but guilt and sadness since. I thought some weight might be lifted off my shoulders, but it's heavier than ever. My best friend asked I give it a day and not respond to any of her messages. She told me if I'm not going to fight for this, she won't come back. I just told her to give me the day or whatever to think and that it was the hardest thing I ever had to do. She sent a Snap over Snapchat this morning, so I'm interested to see what it says.
I dragged myself out of bed and to work because I feel that was the best thing for me. Reached out to an old therapist I was referred to by work. Struggling but trying.
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