Posted 3/8/2021 10:09 AM (GMT -7)
For the past few weeks, I've been struggling as I'm so overwhelmed with worry.
I'm not working at the moment and am scared about my financial situation. I have been looking for a job, but I'm not seeing much or getting responses. It's scary because I don't want to exhaust my unemployment benefits. Also, working makes me feel productive. I really don't know of anyone who would want to stay on unemployment instead of work, like some politicians keep saying.
In addition to my job situation, my birthday is coming up and am going through a midlife crisis. I'll be 44 years old and feel like I accomplish nothing with my life. Here, I am alone and struggling financially. I wish I could rewind back time and do things differently. I don't why my birthdays hit me hard.
So, I've been struggling to get out of bed, etc., but it's getting harder.