Posted 5/26/2021 6:13 PM (GMT -6)
If you feel like drinking you know what to do, I think.
Call your sponsor or someone you know in 12 step. That, or go to get to a meeting.
None of what your doing is fun, it is #@!×%^ darn hard! You are not alone. People care about you. Trust me, I'm 60 yrs old I know a bit about people in general.
Your co-worker would not try and make sure you'd be in today, if he didn't care.
I get your.paraniona, 100% lack of trust,
As scarey as it is, sooner or later we all have to let some crack open the door.
Baby steps, one small decision at a day/week that is positive in your life.
If you don't move forward. Nothing will change no chance for better things. Have faith in yourself.
We are always here☺
Peace and strength