Posted 8/3/2021 3:21 PM (GMT -6)
Keep trying, I agree with Trina, not all people are mean. I would ignore statements that aren't meant for my ears. Whether somebody is talking to themselves or to others. Take things at face value. If it isn't said to you, pretend you didn't hear it. Or ask the person to speak up and let them know you heard them. Otherwise it is assumption.
And yes to counseling. Not that anything is wrong with you, but for what you have been through.
I know in life, not all people are going to like me.. Some might even be envious. People get jealous. But I get along with over 50% of the people I meet. Even if I don't talk to them I try to smile.
I hope you find a job that you like. Have you thought about a different line of work? Have you thought about taking some classes to learn something new?
I wish you the best.