Hi C Blue, I am sorry you are going through a tough time. You are most welcome here anytime. We are always here to listen.
You have quite a list of meds that you have been on. I was wondering what the time frame was in this, if you first started on these say 5 years ago for example. The reason I ask is that you have been on 7 different medications and state that none of them have worked for you. Are you sure you have the correct diagnosis? Abilify is used mostly for Bipolar Disorder and Lexapro has been known to be used for this also. The reason I say this is you also say that you are becoming paranoid that people are talking bad about you. Are you seeing a psychiatrist for your medication management? If your not I would get one ASAP as this type of doctor really should be the one to access you and prescribe meds accordly. If you are already then I would call them and let them know how you are feeling and what you are experiencing.
Please keep us updated on how you are doing......