Great post artpainter. I could really relate to this too. And when I heard how it affects the family and friends and even just others who knew the person, like artpainter just knew and liked this teacher or you think of others who may be thinking of it too and if we did, it could just throw them over that edge also.
He brought up the best point there is ... "for others" ... and I believe that is why I may still be here too.
We'll be rooting for you and you sure will not be alone on here. It's a beautiful place to come for sanctuary from a world that rushes by. We're here and we understand each other and it's a very restful place for me... I hope you find it that way for yourself also.
You're young and have a beautiful life ahead of you and I'd give anything to be that age again and kick all obstacles out of my way and fight to have a happy productive life. I know it's out there for you M. And I hope that coming here and venting and just saying how you feel, will be a major Release for you.
'Welcome' and make yourself comfortable :)
LateNeuroLyme + CFIDS = Lord knows what.
Romans 8:28 ~ And we know that ALL things work together for the Good, Y
for them that Love God, for them who are the called according to His purpose.