Hi Silver, Welcome to Healing Well forum. We are glad to have you.
Thank you for sharing your experiences. It is hard to do I know but can also be very healing. I often say sometimes you have to fall backwards before you can move forwards. I truly believe this about depression which I have had for many, many years. Stay strong and believe in yourself and your treatment.
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