Hey sdguy2547 I just wanted to tell you to do something that you enjoy. It all sounds so crazy, but people sometimes need to be reminded that they are #1. No one is going to tell us this-so we just need to remember how important we are. Celebrate your life by buying something( If you have the $ and it's not going to take you the rest of you life to pay off). Treat yourself to a new CD or even rent a movie. Whatever it is reward yourself every now and then because you deserve it. I find that music makes me happy. If I'm down I put in a good CD and sing along. Remember some tunes may remind you of something bad or sad- but a great song can really lift you up. If you get anything from this e-mail I hope it's that you deserve to be happy. Take time out and smell the spring flowers.