Hey Akram, I wanted to tell you welcome back to HW. I am sorry to hear about
your diagnosis of BP. I cant personally relate to your online gaming addictions but my ex-husband used to play a lot of those type of games quite often. He is 36 years old and I didnt think it was childish so much, as sometimes I would play with him too but I didnt get what the big draw for it was. He liked it as he could hook up with his friends and play...I still didnt see the point in it. Most of these type of games are geared toward men or young men and yes they are addictive. But people who have Bipolar are notorious for having or have had some sort of addiction. Either it is sex, drugs, drinking, shopping, games, or whatever. I am not saying that all people with BP have some sort of addiction but the majority due or have suffer from one. Just take it one day at a time and hopefully eventually you wont have an urge to want to play them or desire too.
I imagine your on medication for you BP that makes you tired that this is why you have trouble getting out of bed. A lot of those medications have the side effect of sedation. Congratulations on the job!!