The reason why I posted that an understanding ear was because I meet this guy with my friends and he seemed like really nice. We talk and he gave me his number and we texted each other. In one of those early morning blues that I have I told him about
how I hate my life and he told me that I can be myself and it's okey to text him if I'm feeling down, and I did. Then one day he no longer reply to my text, I use a different name and number to text him and he replied so he must have been avoiding me. And I was like, oh my crap!, i shouldn't have told him. I guess because he's into God's stuff I feel like I can trust and confide at him. I am not mad or angry at him, I can totally understand that he does not want to listen to my whinning, he has has a life you know. He is the only person whom I meet face to face that I told about
how I really feel about
my life and he basically knows my brother. What if he will told his friends or whoever else about
the stuff that I text to him? That would be a real downer, I mean people talking behind your back, that really sucks! I wish i haven't told him, certainly it was my fault....