if you can try and get spirtual that might help a little if you can prey to god and ask his help in the times when you get low or scared, helps me a lot.
I thought of suiside too, but family was not what i was concered about
, it was GOD and my faith which makes me strong i still think about
suside every other day but i ignore it. Don't be scared if you have suiside thoughts, i am sure there is many many people who had the same thougts , some actually did it, most don't, you have to get over it
Don't be afraid to seek help from a psyciatres they are there to help you.
Good luck to you
To be or not to Be
Post Edited (Akram) : 4/26/2006 3:11:12 AM (GMT-6)