Well I told the father that I was pregnant and it did NOT go well. He basically said he did not want it. Everything was wrong about
it for him. The next day I had a mini breakdown or major depending how you look at it. I had serious thoughts of hurting myself permanently and tried to do it but I couldn't. I called my therapist and she was concerned for my safety so I was admitted to a psychiatric hospital for 4 days. I was released 2 days ago and don't feel suicidal anymore just overwhelmed that this man won't be there for me. Iv'e been told to give him space because of the shock but raising a child without the support of the father scares me. This is not how I wanted my life to turn but but nothing ever has. I was married and wanted a baby and it didn't happen so now I am faced at 35, the biggest decision of my life to continue despite the fathers objections. I really need support to get through this difficult time. This DID NOT help my depression at all and I am struggling to get through every day it seems.