hey Crystal just wanted to welcome you here ,I have'nt been around much lately ,I was a middle child and always felt like I was fighting for everyones attention and love ,I was a bad kid trying to get attention .
The thing is one day I stopped trying so hard actually stopped all-togeather tying to get attention ,and realized that my parents loved me ,I just didnt see it ...I think your parents love you ,just be patient
God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.