I feel so bad. Since I was raped in July 2000 my self-esteem has gone through the floor. I'm completely at rock bottom. I tried (for the third time) to commit suicide in June 2005 by crashing my car into a truck, which didn't work. It just left me even more broken.
I went back to work after my broken bones healed in January 2006, to a new job which I thought might get my mind onto something useful, instead of being at home and dwelling on myself so much. But I feel inadequate, I can't do the job and I'm really, really tired all the time which doesn't help.
I have been bulimic for two years now as well, eating then throwing up afterwards, which makes my life hell too.
Does anyone know what I can do to try to get out of this cycle of self-destruction?