Hi Kris, I am sorry I am so late with responding my MS is acting up also, and I have been dragging the last few days. You have been through so much and are entitled to vent all you want, so let it out. Being sick with this most terrible illness, not knowing what your future is going to hold is scary. Taking a handful of pills everyday, endless doctor appointments, spasms, numbness, headaches arghhhhh...wait!!! I'm not being too positive here am I?
Oh then you add MEN on top of it and well what more can you say. Life has a way of working itself out. Your kids may of went back to dad because he has money but you will always be their mother. You've managed to get yourself out of relationships that weren't mentally healthy for you, a lot of women don't. You should be very proud of that. You put one foot in front of the other everyday and keep going. Your a strong woman remember that....Hugs ~ Elisha