I have suffered from depression in the past I suffered two years with it. I didn't shower much, didn't take an interest in Gymnastics which was my life.
Now I have an illness preventing me from living my life fully. I was a Registered Nurse working normally then I got an inner ear illness that leaves me feeling dizzy 24/7 unless Im asleep. I have had to move from my appartment where I was living independantly to living with my sister, defacto and 3 kids.
Its not an ideal situation at all. I want to work and cannot this leaves me feeling so depressed. I wonder if I should move back with my mother to a small country town with very few job prospects. I think I can do part-time work. Or should I stay in the city live with sister and emotionally abusive defacto, knowing I CAN get a job its just a matter of how long I can work for.
I just don't know anymore. Im ready to cry