Jodi - These signs definitely indicate depression. Are you seeing anyone (therapist or psychiatrist) for this? If not, you should get an appointment as soon as you can. In the meantime, try to get involved with something of interest and try not to be hard on yourself. Depression is a chemical imbalance in your brain and can be helped with medication.
Keep posting here. There are a lot of good people to listen to you and to help you. You have already done the most important thing...admitting that you might have a problem.
Good luck to you, Jodi and hang in there,
Dx: August 2004; bilateral mastectomies September
Diverticulosis, GERD, depression
Bipolar Grandson - age 14
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