Posted 6/25/2006 8:05 PM (GMT -6)
Whenever I need someone they are not there.
My b/f proved that to me this weekend. When I needed him the most he left.
I am so tired of being there for people when they need someone only to be left alone when I need someone.
Is it that hard to just hold the one you love and tell them it is going to be ok?
I dont find it hard to do that.
I do not think it is worth telling someone that you love them,giving them everything that you can give
You only end up hurting in the long run,craving to be held at the times you need it the most.
I am tired and I am not sure I can do this anymore. I fight just to act somewhat normal,to not show how I trully feel. Try not to cry all of the time. I am so tired and I am thinking it is not worth it anymore.
I am tired of being a burden,tired of pretending,tired of hurting
I am sorry but I am not sure I can do this anymore