Hi wisdom, Im sorry you are having such a hard time, my best friend is going through something like this, it takes its toll. I have had to talk to her about it and try to make her look at the finer side of life,.....but if you need someone to talk to, id be happy to listen, there are people that care, i have met more on this site than in real life. I will put my email addy up just in case you decide to talk, you can look at my profile to get it, but i wont promise how long i will leave it up ;) i wish you the best, ive had many times i wanted to give up, but im so glad i didnt. Life goes on, and it can get better. hugs,
" Dwell not on the past. Use it to illustrate a point, then leave it behind. Nothing really matters except what you do now, in this instant of time. From this moment onward you can be an entirely different person, filled with love and understanding, ready with an outstretched hand, uplifted and positive in every thought and deed."