els- thanks for replying. I am so confused I have been sick for 10 months now, I am 28 previously very healthy, active, confident, etc. I go swept off my feet with a horrible unidentified illness- the symptoms were and still are something that no one should ever have to go through. I have been to a million doctors and most say they just don't know what is wrong- one doctor said chronic fatigue syndrome. I developed severe anxiety and I have been on Wellbutrin and Xanax for that, I thought that was calming down, but lately I have been feeling panicky again and I have been crying a lot, and I keep thinking of how I used to feel, how healthy and happy. I have been crying almost everyday now- the only physical feelings I have left is just a feeling of being really run down and somewhat tired. I really am afraid depression has snuck up on me as well. I feel as though the person I used to be is gone and may never come back. I am very sad and I am so unsure what the future holds. I went to a new doctor last week to run more bloodwork, he told me to take Lexapro in addition to the other things. I am about
ready to, because the crying and saddness is really worrying me. I used to work out all the time, and now if I work out I just feel worse. Anyones advice would be appreciated. I think I am falling into depression. Thanks for any advice!!