Posted 7/2/2006 2:51 PM (GMT -6)
Hey kelly, im sorry to hear that your down ! I can relate, and also have diagnoses possible bipolar, or paxil-polar.. who knows. None the less I can relate to how you feel. True friends are there for you no matter what, and they are out there to find. Me my friends just kinda shrug me off, but I have a bad habit of just up and stop talking to the few friends I have, it got really bad in march, when I stopped paxil, and looked back and relized what a mad man I was for a good year, and the fact I just cruised along with it for so long. If you havnt had success with SSRI or SRNI's you may want to try an older trycilic anti depressant like imipramine, amytriptiline, or something like that. But if you are bipolar, with out a mood stabilizer you could end up manic... or hypomanic. Are you on just the Anti-d right now ? It seems like such a struggle to fight your head with drugs.. drugs to make you normal... yeah... it is kinda gloomy at times, but for most the sun still shines eventually.