Thanks for all the replies. Rianna I am on an anti depressant, it is called imipramine. ONly been four days though. A really old one made in the 50's
I think he gave it to me simply cause it is cheap and I do not have any coverage, which kinda creeps me out. I whent to the E.R twice cause I felt like I was losing it, after the 2nd trip they set me up with a nurse, I seen her twice, she then said she only seen people short term and I needed a longer term thing (she was no help, and couldnt talk her way out of a paper bag) The 2nd nurse, she was a lil better but I still didnt feel they were addressing my issues, so I say I wanna see the p-doc, they have me in, and they say im depressed and gave me these pills. It just seems weird, I have been depressed since I was 16 or so, but could always watch t.v, listen to music, play games on my computer, and so on. I just always felt down. Now I feel down at times, but mainly empty, its like im really out of touch with people and my surrondings... The hardest part is I cant explain how I feel really cause I have never felt like this before. I have anotehr appointment on the 14th. I hope I make it until then, my mom is like you need to push yourself, its so frustrating. I wish I could just push myself to feel normal, that would be dandy.