Im also that way, i want a day off, but when i get it, i waste to many by being so down and secluding myself. I dont think im an introvert, just scared, i hate the fear. I have gotten better at beating that fear recently, but not all the way yet. I will get there, i got my fingers crossed! I have to tell myself to much that, there is a whole world out there, and youre missing it!!! I wish you all the best, and Victoria, i hope we all find our independant selves that we lost somewhere!!
" Dwell not on the past. Use it to illustrate a point, then leave it behind. Nothing really matters except what you do now, in this instant of time. From this moment onward you can be an entirely different person, filled with love and understanding, ready with an outstretched hand, uplifted and positive in every thought and deed."