I finally went to see a therapist and we hit it off really well!
I don't know why I kept hitting such resistance against it. Perhaps, it's because something inside me said it was something that I really needed and another part of me just doesn't want me to be happy and healthy. Anywho, we have another appointment in another two weeks and it's made me much more aware that I'm not really the one with problems - it's everyone else around me! (I don't mean for that to come off as rude or insensative, but we talked quite a bit about
the crap that the last guy I dated said to me and is currently pulling and she assured me that he's the one who's ****ed up!)
Plus, I've just booked a trip to Alaska! I'm really excited about going. I've never been and it just so happens that I have a few friends who live up there and they can't wait for me to come and visit - so I'm going! Seize the Day!
I hope you all find yourselves a little piece of sunshine today! It's great to be alive!