Welcome to Healing Well.
Well done for tackling the problesm in your life. To realise that you have a problem is the biggest step to take. Are you finding the counselling helpful?? How long have you been taking the wellbutrin??
I think writing is a great way to vent your feelings and thoughts although I understand what you say when you find it difficult to live with those thoughts. At least you are getting those thoughts out by writing.
It sounds like you have a wonderful supportive family which really helps when dealing with depression. I think you should be so proud of yourself for tackling the alcohol problem.
Keep in touch with us and please post again
cherish all your happy moments....they make a fine cushion for old age
dx: IBS 2002, Ulcerative Colitis 2004, Depression 2004, Anxiety 2005
meds: lexapro 10mg, prednisilone 10mg, mebeverine 20mg