Welcome to Healing Well. Please continue to post here, we are happy to listen to you.
I'm sorry you are feeling the way you do.
I was just wondering if there were any clubs or groups you could join to meet new friends?
Have you talked to your boyfriend about your depression? Does he know how you feel?
I think it would be a good idea to see a doctor if you havent already as they can help you deal with your depression. Perhaps some counselling might help you.
I have good and bad days myself. When I have a bad day I alway try to think...hopefully tomorrow will be a good day for me. There is alwasy light at the end of the tunnel even though it may not feel like it.
Please take care and get some help for your depression.
Please also take a look at our depression resources on this site, I hope they can help you
Take care and keep in touch with us all