Hi, I know just how you feel. It sucks being sick plus having depression. But, please know that we care about your wellbeing. I've been taking Paxil/Xanax since 2002 for depression and anxiety. I was not able to work for three years due to depression and anxiety/panic attacks. I'm currently working part-time(no medical insurance). Drs and meds are expensive, So I completely understand your position. Take care.