feel like I am nothing. I have nothing to live for, nothing to look forward to, nothing good going on in my life right now, chronic pain, depression, illness, illness, illness. Everyones given up on my, saying I'm just crazy. I am 21 and living the life of an 80 yearold. I'm tired, so tired I don't know how much more I can take. I'm tired of being knocked down and having no one to help my up, but rather I just keep getting kicked down, over and over. This is no live, this is Hell. I want to go HOME to my Jesus. I'm just so tired and ready to give up.
I know that dieing isn't an option, I just don't know what to do. I want to be happy. Thats all I want. I'm not begging for riches, or things like that, just to be happy and healthy, and be a successful, contributing member of society.