Hi all.. I'm so happy to have found this forum/site
I've was diagnosed and have been on paxil now since about
1999, however I believe I've been depressed for much much longer but I had no idea what was wrong with me. I was so afraid that I was just going crazy, loosing my mind or something. I had no idea that depression could cause someone to feel the way I did, have and still do at times.
I'm going through another bout of depression
To make a long story short, I was in a disagreement with someone, I was driving, the other person beside me under the influence of alcohol, lost their cool, punched the window of the car as well as the inside roof. I believe this is what has caused my set back. (I was in an abusive relationship almost 19 years ago now and this action scared the daylights out of me). I've never dealt with my abuse or anything for that matter. I am now dealing with it.
I was off work for about
a week, went back this past week on Tuesday.. I still don't feel like I should be there> my Dr didn't make me go back however I couldn't afford to stay home and had to go back, I still want to cry/sleep all the time. I don't have the patience for the customers (or anyone) especially when they are yelling at me. (I work in a call center) Im not sure what I can do, I worry if I don't do something I'm going to end up getting fired. I've hung up on customers, which is a big no no, but I can't take it. It's too hard on me.
I made this alot longer than I had planned.. (sorry
open for suggestions...
Post Edited (Sunnee) : 9/3/2006 12:01:20 AM (GMT-6)