i had my first treatment and had a lot of naseua. Today I am feeling so blue like I am wondering where I will find the strength to continue the rest of the journey. I know for my children I will somehow continue this journey but at this moment , the hair loss, the side effects and the whats if.. are getting the best of me. In the shower this morning I felt like I really was loosing it. I had this intense sadness and I can not shake the hair thing. I felt like crying and crying and actually did just that. Oh ladies why is their not a cure for this bc, why are so many women suffering. I dont want my daughter to have to experience this nightmare. Lets all pray that a cure will be found and their will no longer be a need for breast cancer sites.. I am so sorry to vent to all of you but I just need a little inspiration.
Thanks to all who read and listen to my venting. Maybe a better day tomorrow. One day at a time.