I cannot imagine the horror that a child is exposed to and how that horror affects his/her dealing with society in the future. It seems (to me) that child abuse and/or the rape of a woman (or even physical/mental abuse) takes away the soul that was given by GOD.
I find it very difficult to watch a TV program or movie that deals with this or attempts to tell a story.
I am so sorry you experienced this. No child of any culture, race or socio-economic position should even have to read/hear about it, much less be a victim of it. While I have not been what you would call a prime candidate for the most revealed postion in society, hurting females and children is just an unspoken taboo. I could not imagine doing either.
Children are one of GOD's most precious gifts.
May you find some solace in life...