I cannot imagine the horror that a child is exposed to and how that horror affects his/her dealing with society in the future. It seems (to me) that child abuse and/or the rape of a woman (or even physical/mental abuse) takes away the soul that was given by GOD.
I find it very difficult to watch a TV program or movie that deals with this or attempts to tell a story.
I am so sorry you experienced this. No child of any culture, race or socio-economic position should even have to read/hear about it, much less be a victim of it. While I have not been what you would call a prime candidate for the most revealed postion in society, hurting females and children is just an unspoken taboo. I could not imagine doing either.
Children are one of GOD's most precious gifts.
May you find some solace in life...
Perhaps, that is why prayer works sometimes for some people...
...because GOD is mute and doesn’t offer advice or attempts to change things. He just listens and lets you work it out for yourself.