If I didnt have bad luck............
I live in a constant negative state, the glass is half empty,
I feel like I need to change to make people like me, I dont think I have ever been myself, i'm scared what might be there, and the saddest part is I am a single Mother of a 10 year old. He is living with a hateful, crazy woman who loves him very much...I have been for psychological help 4 different times, but they think its because I'm going thru a rough time, Oh Ive had my share of crap no doubt but this isnt just me, my brother committed the unthinkable at 40, my other brother is in the same boat as me and has never gotten any help, so its in my family...I sometimes think I like being the victim, but I hate it..I have worked full time all my life and ac***ulated a pension and RRsp's, however I made a fatal error and invested it all for a better life (listening to someone leses advice)...and lost it all in 2 years. I am now doing a job I hate and feel stuck with no way out. I cant afford to move back where I was and where my friends are, so here I am depressed as hell and feeling very sorry for me and my son.
I have no partner to tell me its going to be alright, my family are in another country did I mention I am an older mother, going thru my change of life to boot....IVE DOOMED MYSELF GOOD