I'm sorry to hear what you are going through. It sounds like you do have a positive part of you life in your son. You obviousley love and care for him very much.
Have you any help from a doctor for your depression, any meds?
Have you made any friends where you live now? See if there are any groups etc in your area. It might help you to get out and meet some new people. Is there any way you can look for another job if you feel unhappy doing the one you are in now?
Welcome to Healing Well, we are very happy to have you here and please post anytime.
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