And i just joined this website!
I was looking for any help possible!
I was diagnosed with Depression when I turned 14. Yet id been living with it for a very long time!
I am Adopted!
My birth mom called me on my bithday and said im an aweful person out of being drunk! And I met my Dad January 8th 2006! 8 months ago!
I am very close with him, My step-mom and my 4 siblings....but me and my adoptive mother fight constantly!
I have always felt empty!
Recently trying to fill tha gap with anything....2 new cell phones.....A 2004 honda civic....(first car at 15!)
but as soon as i get something new...i look for somethig else to make me whole! I feel like half a person and I thought by finding my dad I would find the other half of me....i love them to death but i still dont know WHO I am! Its driving me so0o0o0o crazy that i cant fill the hole! Im also On Celexa for my depression! NOT HELPING so im going to phsiciatrist next week!
OR ADVICE ON MEDICATIONS THAT WORK??????????